~eun-mi

I feel like screaming...
Or crying or something. Things are just being stupid right now, and it's just... overwhelming me and making me sad and angry and everything else.

I don't feel any inspiration right now for anything... and I'm leaving on Saturday.. so goodbye for the next three weeks or so.

I've been Twilight tagged. These are the RULES:
A. Answer these Twilight questions honestly.
B. Post your answers in your journal.


1.) WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER?
Alice or Rosalie

2. WHO IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE CHARACTER?
JACOB

3. WHO ARE YOUR TOP 3 CULLENS? (NOT INCLUDING EDWARD)
Alice, Rosalie, Jasper

4.WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AND LEAST FAVORITE COUPLES IN TWILIGHT?
Favorite is Edward and Bella... it's like... an exaggerated version of a lot of relationships... especially at the start... with a lot of guessing games and questions.. just like, insanely because Edward is a vampire.
Least favorite: Jessica and Mike... Mike should just give up and settle for Jessica.. but instead he has to come onto Bella with every spare second he has...
5. IF YOU COULD BE WITH ONE CHARACTER FROM TWILIGHT, WHO WOULD IT BE?
With one character? as in dating them?Uh. Edward... but I don't really crush on fictional characters.

6. OTHER THAN EDWARD AND BELLA, WHO COULD YOU NOT IMAGINE DYING WITHOUT HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN?
Any of the Cullens

7. WHO WOULDN'T YOU MIND DYING?
Jacob

8. FAVORITE SCENE IN TWILIGHT?
When Bella is about to get raped and killed (not necessarily in that order) and Edward swoops in and saves her.

9. AND NEW MOON?
at the beginning when they're watching the movie and talking about how a vampire dies & stuff.

10. AND OF COURSE, ECLIPSE?
The part where Bella is falling asleep in the tent, hearing the conversation between Edward and Jacob.. thinking it's a dream.

11. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE VILLIAN?
Laurent

12. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE WEREWOLF?
Embry

13. IF YOU WERE A VAMPIRE WHAT COLOR EYES WOULD YOU HAVE?
Golden.

14. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO MOST IN BREAKING DAWN?
Bella= Vampire.. it better happen.

15. MOST ROMANTIC THING EDWARD SAYS IN TWILIGHT?
"If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it."

16. AND NEW MOON?
"I'm here and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you I didn't want you, it was the blackest kind of blasphemy."

17. AND ECLIPSE?
You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours.

18. WEREWOLVES OR VAMPIRES?
holycrapvampiresXD

1) Full Name: SNM

2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone?: uhh. someone, but I forget who

4) Does your name mean anything?: Yar.

5) Nick Name(s): ... none.

6) What do you think you look like: a person.

7) Date Of Birth: January 13th

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: it's a secret

9) Nationality: canadian

10) Astrology Sign: capricorn

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: rooster

12) Religion: catholic for now..

13) What’s your favorite smell?: uhh. cookies

14) Political Position?: none.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: orange juice

16) Hair + Eye color: blonde-ish and green-ish

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: ... apparently sometimes my hair looks like that of Katie Holmes Circa 90's

18) What do you look like?: ... a vampire,

19) Any unusual talents?: uhh. not really, no.

20) Rightly, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: rightie.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: pretty sure I'm straight.

22) What do you do for a living?: evaluate

23) What do you do for fun: almost anything

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: camera; computer

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Digital rebel -drools-

26) Have you met your grandparents?: all4

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: not really.

28) Crush: yes,

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: tom cruise. .
JUST KIDDING. haha. probably none.

30) Current worries?: how dizzy I am right now

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): none.

32) Favorite place to be?: boat

33) Least favorite place to be?: weird situations

34) Do you burn or tan?: burn

35) Ever break a bone?: Nup

36) What is your favorite cereal?: corn pops

37) Person you cry with: I don't cry with anyone, except my pillow my MP3, a pencil and a sheet of paper

38) Any sisters: One.

39) Any brothers: One.

40) Any pets: two kitties!

41) An Illness: heart defects.

42) A Pager: nope

43) A Personal phone line: Nup

44) A Cell phone: lol. nope.

45) A visible birthmark: on my scalp.. and on my elbow

46) A Pool or hot tub: Nup

47) A Car: no[e

48) Personality: uhh.sorta weird.

49) Driving: should be fun.

50) Your clothing style: freaking awesome.

51) Room: mess-a-rific

52) What’s missing: from ?

53) School: fun

54) Bed: I love it

55) Relationship with your parent(s): pretty good

56) Do you believe in yourself: yep

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope... that's just stupid.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: sure.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: PhD in psychology.

60) Get Along with your parent/s: usually

61) Save your e-mail conversations: yep.encrypted.

62) Pray: on my own terms.

63) Believe in reincarnation: hard to say

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: three times.

65) Like to talk on the phone: sure,

66) Like to eat?: yep

67) Like to exercise?: Yep

68) Like to watch sports? some of them.

69) Sing in the car?: nope

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: people I know dying.

71) Dream in color: yep

72) Do you have nightmares?: yep

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: yep

74) Right next to you: My camera

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: the black ceramic one with the yellow designs on it.

76) On your mouse pad: a lot of drawing. I colourd it black today.

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: fruity

78) Your brand of deodorant?: donno

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: probably

80) Your dream husband/wife: awesome.

81) Hiding in your closet?: skeletons.
and other things

82) Under your bed: bags

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: rachel

84) Your bad time of the day: early afternoon

85) Your worst fear(s): being alone. and losing what I love.

86) What's the weather like: it's night out.. but it seems pretty .. moony.

87) Your favorite time of year?: fall

88) Your favourite holiday?: christmas

89) A material weakness?: mm. clothes.

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: peanut butter in my smoothies... peanut butter cheese and banana sandwiches.. uhh.. yeah.

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?:

92) The hardest thing about growing up: letting go of all those little kiddish things.

93) A pet peeve?: hackneyed expressions like "save it for the judge" and stuff.

94) Your scariest moment?: hasn't occured yet

95) Your attitude about love?: the word is thrown around too much... but when it happens, the word isn't even enough.

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: bend and snap.

97) The worst feeling in the world: finding out everything you believed in was a lie.

98) The best feeling in the world: pride, acceptance, helpfullness

99) Who sent this to you?: stole it

100) 6 people you tag:
I don't play tag

18 or lower means you’re not stupid!

[X] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[X] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[X] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[X] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.

total= 4

[X] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ]You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[X] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ]You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[X] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice
[X] You just looked at it.
[X]Your hair is/was blonde/dirty blonde at one point.
[X]People have called you slow.

total so far= 10

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.
[X] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You’ve fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
[ ] You just laughed.

total so far= 11

[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[X] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[ ]You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[ ]You use your fingers to do simple math.

total so far= 13

[X]You have eaten a bug.
[ ]You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[X] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[X] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket

total so far= 16

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[X] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused
[X] You have fallen out of your chair before
[ ] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling

total so far= 18

Wow... I haven't said anything here since June 17th... which was the day of my first exam.
For the record, I did pretty well on the exams... I got 98% on my english exam, 96% on my math exam, and 91% on both science and social studies... jeez. I don't even know how I passed the social one.. I had to like guess everything and pull stuff out of my butt for a lot of the answers, but I guess the teacher likes that style, since she seems to do it all the time anyways... I mean seriously, she'll tell us we have a test, and she'll go on the internet and find some other teacher's test and then give it to us... she's been screwed over so many times, I don't even know if she's ever given a test that hasn't been seen by students in our grade before she gave it.

anyways, I'm so so so glad school is over, even though it's not very summer-y right now.. it's been gross for the past few days, but it's gonna be nice tomorrow, I think !

I went to my grad dance thing.. it was pretty fun. Me and the boy I went with were about to leave, so I was saying by to my friend, and she goes "you guys might wanna stay, I checked, and you were in the lead for the cutest couple." and I was like "... let's go!!!" and he was like "let's stay for a second, kay?" so I was like "fine, fine." so we were sitting there and the girl was reading off the nominees for cutest couple, and I was getting so hopeful, because she wasn't reading our names, but then she called them out last.. and yeah, we won it.. so we had to go up there and get a little plastic trophy... haha.
anyways.. I've been home alone for the past couple days, and now I want my parents to come home, because there's nothing here for me to eat, and my head hurts and I want them to come home and make me supper, because I suck at it... and I hate coming home at night to a dark, empty house... and trying to keep everything clean and blah blah blah.
I'm such a complainer, but serioussssssly!!!! I'm loneeeely!
anyways... I better go before I continue to talk about all this stuff that doesn't matter... by the way, I'm not miserable.. the stupid mood won't change